i've never thought anything like this before

i have no knowledge, nothing to give to you

but you’re welcome to look through these mistakes,

and find something worth note

i walk around and can't be anything at all,
outside, i feel like, where is my liberty supposed to be?

there’s only wind, leaves, air molecules

attached to god knows what and contrails 

like a demented river in the shape of a V

under all this mess i’ve created

wondrous and robust beauty, love

moved into dangerous situations, like

lotus pedals captured through a digital display

glazed by the waning C of a moon

it was so over, the sun going shhhh,

all my friends basically retarded

from pesticides and inflammation,

this ridiculous society

we don’t get any of the nice things anymore,

just more of the stuff you expect

but the stars are always there, nothing to do

crying and laughing with us

for no reason

it’s all so easy to forget,

then you killed yourself, it makes no sense

you can’t remember anything like that